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There was a time, I have been told to not eat chocolate. My mum used to say that I have weak stomach and to avoid/ reduce any problem when I am old; wise decision is just to not consuming it. I never persisted to ask why; but did agree with her.

Although, now that I am mature enough; I did start to eat chocolate. I eaten it with abused, but I don’t feel sorry to have that opportunity to consume of it delicious creamy, soft as if it was an orgasm from heaven.
Moreover, my mum was right, anyway, our mother, she is always right not matter what she said and how her advices can impact our life for that present momentum of our life. Thanks Lord, she doesn’t know that I eat the forbidden love, yet.
After realising that things isn’t right with my stomach, well, what is done it is done. I don’t have a regret of what I have done. As now I understand when people are in their broken heart and looking for that tender partner to talk to, indeed, Chocolate is the right medicine to heal our pain. It doesn’t talk, but definitely it reduces our feeling of been lost. It is also our best friends that will never fail us. 
The beauty of it design, the ingredients to make that wonderful taste when we put it in our mouth, we all worth to have that bite of joy and be in the world of peace, far from wonder, far from doubt, far from fear.   I can hear people will say, come on girl “It just chocolate, why make such big deal about it?”
This is not one of my little dramas so that people is going to listen or read to what I have to say. This is a story between the chocolate and the broken heart girls or boys. This is a love story that can make change our point of view when someone is addicted to it the same way as we are addicted to drug. This is a story of relationship to not let us drawn into anxiety of been lonely. This is a story of our saviour from depression to prevent us taking our life because lack of human being presence.
Every move we do in our life is a calling to support someone’s journey, but we can’t acknowledge that if we are not open mind person. Every step we do is a sign of crying for help. But unless you experienced it, you won’t understand how hard our route was / is. Due to that, lack of understanding, this is the reasons why many people prefer choose the easy way to heal their pain; by eating chocolate, drinking alcohol and many more… for those who didn’t find the pleasure of eating chocolate, while, they are gone but not forgotten. We just don’t hear about their journey because they didn’t have enough courage to take the risk to try, they are unknown case, unknown story, and gone from unknown illness far to be discovered.
Scandalous or facts? 


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